Wednesday, July 22, 2009

FRUSTRATED AND IMPATIENT

I HAVE BEEN SO PROUD OF MYSELF AND MY FAITH OVER THE LAST FOUR MONTHS AFTER GETTING THE REFERRAL FOR MIHRET. I KNEW THAT EVERYTHING WOULD HAPPEN WHEN IT WAS TIME AND WHEN GOD WANTED IT TO. I THOUGHT I HAD LEARNED MY LESSON ABOUT PATIENCE FROM THE LAST ADOPTION FAILURE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME, MAYBE I'M STARTING TO PANIC BECAUSE I KNOW COURTS ARE CLOSING SOON AND WE STILL DON'T HAVE A DATE. ARGGHHHH!!!!! I JUST WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE AND SCREAM REALLY LOUD!!!!! MY PATIENCE, I'M AFRAID IS OFFICIALLY GONE, RETIRED, CAPUT. I AM STARTING TO THINK, HAVE THEY FORGOT ABOUT US, IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH HER PAPERWORK, HAVE WE EVEN BEEN FILED FOR COURT??????? SOMEBODY HELP!!! I NEED SOME REASSURANCE, SOME SPECIAL SCRIPTURE THAT WILL CALM ME DOWN A LITTLE. ALRIGHT, I AM GOING TO START LOOKIN!!!

3 comments:

  1. http://teamalexander.blogspot.com/
    here is the blog so you believe me but also my agency has been saying that the courts are not closing this year. Amen.

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  2. I am frustrated as well. Silence is the worse. I am too waiting on a court date. I would love to have our baby home before the Fall/Winter.

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  3. All I can offer is I know how you feel!
    So, so sorry and I pray that it happens soon!

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