Job interview today!

So, went for my interview today with Ped's Cardiology. The interview went really well. He is a little quirky, but seems OK. His PA that works for him now is awesome. I talked to her for a bit. She said he is a perfectionist. He only allows one anesthesiologist in his OR, no resident's, certain nurse's, and that's it. He really cares about his kid's so that is good. I would be working four 10 hour day's. They have already turned down two mid level practitoner's for this position, so I guess that is really good that I was offered the job. I don't know the pay yet. They are going to work up an offer and let me know. Hopefully, it's more than I'm making now.

It seem's like this should be a really easy decision, but it's not. I love working five minute's from home. Being there to pick up the kid's every day from school and having my summer off with the kid's. The only problem is that I don't make enough to pay all the bill's not to mention pay for college education or repay my loan's here soon.

So, I am going to spend the next few night's pretty much freaking out and trying to figure out what to do. I need to pray a lot and I really need a sign ( I usually require the big signs, like the one that hits you upside the head).

Any opinion's are not only welcome but wanted. If you could see me I would be down on my knee's literally begging for advice. C'mon people tell me what I should do!!!!!